tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28775135894810623682024-02-19T00:20:47.357-08:00Sitting Pretty"trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backward" e.e. cummingsCarmihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00329836535352014544noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2877513589481062368.post-14903279526130451132011-01-16T15:13:00.000-08:002011-01-16T15:44:19.495-08:00To Know and Not to Know.<span style="font-family:verdana;">Insanity is defined as doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">For too long I have been going to work, doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results - I am expecting that at some point satisfaction and fulfillment will result, however this is not the case. Therefore I am moving on from my current career choice, without the safety net of another job lined up. Scary, yes but to me it's scarier to stay. I would rather experience failure doing something that I love, than success with the wrong thing. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">In addition to starting the new year with a bang, leaving my job - I have also tacked on the decision to not renew my lease. Another change, be it a long-time coming one. I am not the fly by the seat of my pants kinda girl, I like routine and am a creature of habit. So needless to say these two decisions combined can equal a major freak out session or an opportunity for a personal evolution, the decision is up to me. I have chosen to embrace this time in my life, and take the leap to do what I love, possibly even re-locate to that place I have always talked of moving to. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">So here's what I know, I am making a career change and soon to be moving. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Here's what I don't know, what career I will be switching to, and where I will be moving too.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Somehow I am positive that now that I have made the decisions, providence will move too and I'll be just fine. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">I'll end with a quote that I adore: </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNYdFpNpzzg66QoHaS4r6IrR2IGziHfeUOE-o95BK3KkqgPMX1DEUraCT3EKzP_z9XRBeJRqzvHhSrydJmRUnufmf0wHq00iHzwvzEvP1JGYVEHSdxZXyXs2hTBDm0yS0YHGTq2YuTzH-Q/s1600-h/dawnamarkovaLG.jpg"></a><span style="font-family:verdana;">"I will not die an <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">unlived</span> life. I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire. I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me, to make me less afraid, more accessible, to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise. I choose to risk my significance; to live so that which comes to me as seed goes to the next as blossom and that which comes to me as blossom, goes on as fruit."<br />~ Dawna <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Markova</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">xoxo</span> - <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Carmi</span><br /></span>Carmihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00329836535352014544noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2877513589481062368.post-34766633238000960412010-12-19T13:00:00.000-08:002010-12-19T13:06:51.762-08:00Time for a ChangeI'm so ready for 2011, and with the new year almost here I wanted to create a blog to welcome it with open arms:)<br /><br />It's currently a work in process, as is life.<br /><br />For now though, Happy Holidays and I'll see you in the new year!!Carmihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00329836535352014544noreply@blogger.com0